Thursday, March 25, 2010

I had forgotten

how much I loved music. Yesterday was the first music club performance I was not a part of. Why? I had simply faded out of touch with music over the last couple of months. After the insanely awesome IIMB trip, music somehow just slipped out of my life. And I hadn't realised that till yesterday, when it hit me full on.
Right now, I'm extremely guilt ridden, and the reason i'm posting this, when the final PGP1 exams are just round the corner and there's no dearth of stuff I've to do, is that I just realized this morning how empty, how colourless my life has become without music. Over the past week, in the post-placement season lull period, I've been watching movies, going out with people every other day, playing sports, catching up on some sleep, and doing all the other things that had been unthinkable before. Suffices to say, I've been neglecting music, something that has been a part of my life since before I can remember. I do not want this to happen again.
I needed to get this out somehow, and I saw no better way than to post it on a rusty and forgotten blog which no one will probably read again. Suits me. I'm feeling somewhat better now, and I'm off to break my musical hiatus.